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This is my official “before” picture. I know, my figure isn’t a complete mess - my legs look nice if I stand in front of someone and there’s a little gap. But my ass and arms are massive and I’ve got some fat on my belly. I’m also not really athlethic, so there are no muscles, it’s really fat. I mean, look at my boobs (not in a perverted way) and compare them to my belly and ass. The proportions just don’t fit. I want to be all skinny and all flat. Even if guys and most of the girls pretend to like curves - hey, I don’t like ‘em. (:
Day 02: How tall are you? Do you like your height?
I’m 5’5 / 1.65 tall and I don’t really like this height. It’s too tall to be small and cute, to fit into size zero without looking anorexic, to wear (lolita)dresses, to look younger than I am (yeah, I hate growing up) and it makes it more difficult to lose weight, ‘cause it makes a bigger difference if small people lose five lbs than tall people. On the other hand it isn’t tall enough to be the model type, to have long legs, to look older or even sexy. My height is so in between, nothing special. But I’d rather stay like this than grow even more, because of the cuteness c;
Day 01: Your stats
Day 02: How tall are you? Do you like your height?
Day 03: A picture of your insperation. What features do you like about this person?
Day 04: Your greatest fears about weightloss.
Day 05: Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing it for you?
Day 06: Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.
Day 07: Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?
Day 08: Do you workout? If so, tell something about it.
Day 09: Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
Day 10: What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”
Day 11: What’s your favorite weightlossblog and why?
Day 12: What do you normally eat? How many calories?
Day 13: Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Day 14: What’s your UGW? When you expect to reach it?
Day 15: Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight?
Day 16: When did you first decide to lose weight?
Day 17: Do you have an eating disorder?
Day 18: What food is your weakness?
Day 19: When was the last time you ate fast food?
Day 20: Which is your favorite diet? Why?
Day 21: What are your clothing sizes?
Day 22: What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
Day 23: Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?
Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia?
Day 25: Have you ever purged? If you have describe your experience.
Day 26: What excites you most about reaching your UGW?
Day 27: How do you deal with being around food?
Day 28: Do you want that “gap” between your legs? Why?
Day 29: What’s your definition of beauty?
Day 30: And now, what are your stats? How do you feel about it?